
Today my Jack is five years old. Deep breath! I can't believe it! I know all parents say it, but I really can't believe how fast the time has gone by. This boys means so much to me. He knows me better than anyone. I still remember the day he was born. I was a week late, and HUGE! I went in at 6:30 to be induced. I ended up doing the labor by myself after they broke my water. It was nothing like they say it will be. I went from a 1 to a 10 in 3 hours. There was never a break between contractions, Never! He ended up scaring us to death by his heart rate dropping drastically and we had to have an emergency c-section. I had so many drugs in me that I didn't care that much when they showed him to me. It wasn't until later that night when the nurse brought him in to me that I realized just exactly how much I loved him. It was completely dark and the room was so calm and peaceful. He was so beautiful! We have been best buds ever since.

Jack at
Williamsburg VA. Almost 3 years old

Frying Pan Farm Park VA.

Jack's first birthday. Doesn't he look like a skinny Ben? He was so big at one. He never really wanted to be a baby.

This is how it all began! I love this boy. I am so grateful for the blessings that he has brought into my life. I can't believe how much he has changed my life, and made me a better person. I love his little freckles and his four missing teeth (yes, I said four, all in the front). I love how we miss each other when we are apart. I love how the other day when some kids were being mean to him that he first put up his fists to fight ( thank goodness I saw this and was able to run fast), and then he put them all in a semi circle around him and had a meeting with them on what it means to be nice. I love that he really knows who he is. I love that after his birthday party he pulled one of the presents out and said, "I don't really like this, but I pretended to really like it." I love how much he loves to talk. We could sit for hours everyday and just talk about different things. I love how he loves to look things up on the
internet or in books facts about animals or really anything. I love how he loves to say potty words, and tries to say them in a way that I might not notice. I love how funny he is. I could go on forever. I love this boy and I am so grateful for my Father in Heaven who is trusting this Big spirit to be in my care.